Whew!

We got through it! Bear and I have snuggled our way out of trickier situations but this winter has been a tough one, and through it springs new life. Yes, the long awaited aunt-hood has come and theres a new non-adult baby in my little family. Exciting stuff, everything worked out and life goes on, this isn't some Jesus analogy, my sibling did just have a kid :)

It's pretty amazing, how after a year of loss, there's new life coming into the world. I was going through a big folder of to-be-organized videos and happened upon a series of live music recordings of my friend Sean and probably never left that folder, I felt really sick and upset, but i'd like to think new life adds a little bit of balance to it. And with this extra mopey holiday time, I found a bunch of old videos that I don't think are posted anywhere online, I'll be sharing some soon :)

This post get's kinda sexual from here on out, so yeah...

I woke up this morning wanting to have sex, not masturbate, but I actually wanted sex. The holidays and being single don't go together great, and even though I had a lovely LOTR Turkey holiday dinner with my roommates, I do wish I had someone to wake up to other than my stuffed bear. Instead of moping around as I have this winter, I've decided to be more proactive and maybe even start dating :0

I know it's a little scary to think this little girl is going to go out on dates with strange daddies she's never met before, but throughout this process I'll be sharing some hints and experiences, hopefully they will be good :) Little Riley's heart is pretty fragile and it takes a certain kind of guy to meet her needs... One of the toughest things is finding guys who are on with me going post-op at some point. I see guys wanting to date a transgirl but they still want her to be able to get hard which is not a long-term situation for me. I need a guy who's ok with a functional tgirl & ok with a non functional/post girl.  Plus the fact that I'm so correlated with diapers and ageplay can also thin the heard a bit... But at the same time, there's plenty of guys out there that would be interested... right?
 
Don't forget, I do like mommies too, and I like other transpeople, I just need that older dominant figure in my life whatever orientation they may be.  I need that strong hand firmly planted on my bottom, I need spankings and cuddles and things put inside me. I have gone a long time just playing around, I think relationships will be a new frontier in my girlhood :)

I'm excited, lets ride out the rest of this wonderful, sad year and look forward to this next journey we're about to embark on. Thanks for the holiday wishes, I'll be getting further into my emails and sorry if I haven't responded! Hugs everyone, more stuff soon!

Here's a couple cute pics! More soon, be safe this new years!