November 26, 2011

Lately...

I've been diversifying.
Reaching out to the mainstream.
I consider transsexual pornography to be mainstream
Am I out of touch?


I'm putting myself out there. 
 Goals and quests and ideas still to accomplish.
I've got potential.
Not matter how much I try to convince myself otherwise.


I've been taking my past into consideration. 
Learning, healing, growing, i'm a grown woman, an old soul, still a kid. 
We modern humans make thousands of decisions a day.
What's the standard success rate? 


I've been imagining myself as an old woman.
 Smiles and a sundress, shopping for produce at a farmers market. 
By now I've learned to carry the weight of my experiences
I walk lightly on my feet and always wear colors

All sorts of good stuff soon.
Thanks for reading <3

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photos by WendySummers

6 comments:

  1. Riley, that's a bi step and we're all happy to be a part of it with you. You'll be the best model they have, I'm sure of it =)

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  2. Hi Riley,

    Are you sure about this? Blogging and showing yourself diaperd in videos is one thing. BTW: Something you are doing very well! :)
    But pornography is totally different. People might consume it (me too, I confess ;) but do they regard the actors personally? I have doubts about that.

    Kind Regards,
    pampersgf

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  3. "I walk lightly on my feet and always wear colors"

    thanks for adding that in there.. i miss colors.. when i moved here my GF made me pack away all my bright colors.. she insisted "you're in the city now, be a professional woman, you will only wear black and gray" Even though her an i parted ways long ago i just never seem to take chances and enjoy colors anymore :(
    Your posts bring some wonderful colors back to my days :)
    i did some modeling in past.. fetish, but not naked or having sex.. i have never had that come back and bite me.. but it's always a fear out there..
    warmest wishes,
    michelle

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  4. you are looking sexy riley. I am ok with whatever direction you are in at, "diamonds have many sides" ;)

    {H}

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Don't confront me with my failures, I have not forgotten them